i surrender luh, u win. all i want is just to lead my bastard life bastard-ly. would you pls just grant this bastard of his little wish. cause i cant stand all this dramas no more, its like e hong Kong show kinship u see, 8347593465934 over episodes with nv ending stories to tell. even my long winded ah ma also complain u noe. i am so tired of everything that it is giving me retarded asshole dreams every night. all i am asking is a peaceful bastard night slp. maybe i am asking for too much for i am a retarded useless asshole shythead bastard gay shyt. i dont noe what i have done wrong in my previous 982374956476745692470234870293840397 lifetimes to deserve all this shyt. maybe i was a retarded asshole loser bastard in my previous 82394802375084758437598347504 lifetimes but if i am still a bastard this time around, i am sorry i really cant help it. if i can accept the fact that i am such a retarded asshole loser brainless bastard i cant see why u cant. even my frens thinks tat i am such a shythead loser brainless asshole screwed up bastard i cant see why u cant. even ppl i dont know call me a bastard i cant see why u cant. as all of u can see i dont give a shyt abt my bastard life and so tell me who are u to poke ur nose into tis bastard useless life of mine. so common get a healthy life make more frens and stay free from tis bastard retarded asshole shyt life of mine. i will be really thankful, i will pray 10 times a day for peace upon e world but still i cant help myself from being a bastard. i am really sorry but plssssssssssssssssssssssss dont let this bastard ruin ur beautiful perfect flawless life. i am very sorry for tis retarded bastard meaningless post for i am a bastard and i know no shyt abt shame. in case if u are wondering if i still care/hate or whatever bastard it is. actually i dont give a shyt. AWWWSOSAD. in fact i shouldn't even be blogging abt tis, it makes me look real childish and irritating and bastard but i am a bastard anyway so it doesnt really matter. but i just felt utterly disgusted by e way things are turning out. so i tot i should speak up and make my bastard stand since u just dont see that e game is long over dued! SO COMMON STOP GOING ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON ABT IT I AM BEGGING U! like please in a nice way.
lolz... no pple blog de.. some more put video... worst la.... lolz.. dunno who is the one keep putting video.. mus be weijun la... at home nothing to do!!! hahahahahaaha!!! wat should i blog le... erm... ok la.. say abt cptc life ba... actually it is quite fun le... can crap alot.. walk here walk there.. but i think to charlene is her worst experience in her life ba.. or should i say that is the place where her future going to start.... hahahahahaha... i think i m dead after saying this... but nvm... *charlene jus treat mi like i m crapping.. nothing much to do.. WE WILL NOT KNOW WAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE!!! MAYBE or MAYBE NOT!!
this part end liao... hahahhaha... shit sia... 1.56am liao.. damn tired...
i jus find out tat i really cant commit to relationship... erm... nono.. i find out tat i cant commit to a relationship long ago.. =)i really not sure wat to do le.. last time desmond always tell mi he cant commit cant commit den i will be like scolding him....
DES: i cant commit la.. ED: wat cant commit dun have such things de la ED: @^#*%)@&!_*$!!
not long later i also realize i cant commit too... maybe other pple will say this is an excuse for guy.. but i dun think so le... i think commitment is really a very important part in a relationship.. without commitment i dun think the relationship can last and it will be a sad ending....
she is good... cute.. and lalalalallalallala!!! but but but but but... but i SCARE i cant commit.... =(
arrgh!!!! can ignore this blog la... hahahahaahaha.. sian.. dunno wat to do sia....
last my friend told mi abt his relationship... i suddenly wrote this to him...
*maybe love is not about tolerating each other, but more of accepting one for who she is*